Inspired by Sri Chimnoy, from Seventy Seven Thousand Service Trees
The beauty of self-giving
Sri Chinmoy, Seventy Seven Thousand Service Trees, part 10, #18
Eventually grows into
The fragrance of God-becoming.
In my loving service to you
Let me be gratified in depths before unknown
Unreached by chimes of playful servitude
Let me experience the need of my soul
To give truly, unexceptionally, perfectly
Without the mask of human intervention
Let me be released through giving to the joy of your true gratitude
That welcomes all who come with gentle determination to be truly free
In my loving service to you
Let me be taken apart and rendered unimaginable without you
In my loving service to you
Let me at last in sincerity abide
Let me at last to your wholeness attend
Let me at last bequeath my wanting to your waiting heart
And commit at last to wanting only you
Your intrinsic heaven is your constant gift to all who seek for meaning in it’s only home
Your intrinsic wholeness is the life that beats it’s constant glorious drum
Harmonising with Itself, attuning to it’s own accession with everything that it counts in as it’s own
Allow me to include myself in this heavenly, uniting chorus.
Allow me to experience myself as truly part of your whole, expressive joy
Help me allow myself release of every boundary I have clung to
As I learn to give myself, through my loving service
To the guiltless ardour of your eternally encompassing arms
Heaven is the decision I must make. I make it now and will not change my mind, because it is the only thing I want.
A Course in Miracles – Lesson 138
Holly Rose Thomas 