On being washed away forever

The depths of life that spring from me
As I decide, within your freedom
Now, to let these mysteries
Evolve within your certainty
I witness to the rising of the tide
Upon a swelling sea,
A wave ascending in my breadth
Encompassing all I have been
Then bursting forth through troubled seams
That tried to hold and held no more,
Exploding past the girth
That I had tightened till my sides were sore
And as I seek to cast my net
In wider climes than heretofore,
I’m tumbled from the vessel
I’d been sailing to the shore
A vast arising wells below,
Upsetting all the plans I’d laid
Within my static grieving woe:
A desperate heart resolved to hide
With windows shaken to their soul
And shattered glass upon the floor,
I’m hurled into reality
A course I’ve never known before
I feel the wakings of a mind
That’s never let the love of souls
Interpolate, become at once
A dazzling faultless star filled whole
And in these dreams where memory
Had held itself so fast and sure,
Capitulation bows to freedom
Devastation rules no more
I wake into the breathless air
The sunshine beating on my skin,
I rise as from the depths of care
To claim what life is nourishing
I’m reconfigured from the old
Interpreted all fresh and new,
The language that I spoke before
Has been released, replaced, renewed
And as I cry humility
Comes rolling ‘cross the pummelled sands,
Approaching ever closer
To the place in which I stand
And as I laugh and let my mind
Be raised unto these heightened views,
I witness to the depths of life
Arising in myself in you








